i feel so so so bad...

i didnt even noe he was waiting for me to come online...And i took my time sending my grandma off and go and buy the phonecard at e airport..

After i go home i oso take my own sweet time eating, bathing, talkin to my grandma..

while my v own darling is suffering across e ocean..:'(...i dunno how much i can hurt him in e future

disappointed him, make him angry at one time...and then followed by torture from misses and longings....:'(...it really breaks my heart...

Such a terrible person i am...haiz..love a person but hurt him at e same time....wad the hell....sha le wo ba....:'(...

haiz...going to sleep le...btw...congrad to yet another 4a couple--->Wilson & XueMei..

Anyway, i told myself i will love my darling and stay by him forever...no joke man...i dun wanna to be such a terrible pp anymore...juz wanna treasure wad i hav now...and nv let go....

JIA YOU HIN TAK!!`

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 1:23 AM